Gothproxy

What's wrong with me? Can't sleep.                Trying to. Need more pills I guess.      Hate using them.          People think I'm off-kilter.                                            Too old.                                                             Not attractive nor desirable.    Wont fall back to old ways.              Gotta fight.                                                 Gotta hang on.                                   Why>?  Dunno what ive fought for.        heh,                      sounding delusional i think.                                                      but am i more delu

How can a soul cease to feel Might as well ask sun not to shine Or the birds not to sing, when Spring is new How can a heart beat no more When desire has fled And hope burns to ash How can love fall into nothing And take with it the pain and longing Of watching Heaven walk away When will the body give in to want To lie still and silent Knowing nothing but the void And the caress it gives To those lost in sorrow When the morning comes

I cannot believe it. I just finished reading "The Hunger Games". Might not sound that impressive except I was only a third of the way into the book when I picked it up again at around 6pm.  I literally could not put it down. No dinner, no bathroom break, not water, no nothing.  It's like the past 6 hours (yeah I'm a slower reader) all my body needed was this book. I cannot say I've been this entranced by a book ever, nor can I recall reading a book faster. Now I have to go put something in my stomach before I throw up. =D p.s. If you haven't read this book yet...READ IT!!!   NOW!!!!! I'm NOT KIDDING!!!! Stop reading this post and GO READ